10/27/2019

While my in-laws were visiting yesterday I came to the realization that I really just do not have the
energy to mask anymore, I am who I am and well...that is all. I am sorry that I am not bubbly and
outgoing but that is just not who I am...I also really cannot do my job anymore...all of this scheduling with 13 different families
(and multiple therapists each with their own schedule)  including several who currently have
their phones disabled and are therefore unreachable is just too stressful...I just do not know what
to do...I love working with the kids but hate the scheduling, driving around, lack of structure,
working around everyone’s schedule which leads to me not being able to have a schedule at all and never
knowing where I am going or when..am I in the wrong job? What can I do?