Covid-19 has obviously turned everyone's world upside down and like the majority of the population i am struggling. Adding to my anxiety is the awful l guilty that I feel l because other people have are in far more difficult situations; I cannot even imagine what this entire social-distancing and self quarantining must be like for individuals with disabilities and their families who are left without school, services, support, etc. I am thankful that I am at home with my wonderful daughter and husband but I am struggling and am not sure how much longer I can keep this going. I am intensely concerned about my daughter because I am so tired and worn down that I am not the mom that I know i can be (this may be due to my incredibly low hormone levels or the fact I did have brain surgery in January but the reality is that I feel wretched and anxious about what this social isolation is doing to her development. Sure I make detailed lesson plans to keep her engaged and learning but I am incredible concerned about her lack of exposure to peers. One of the primary reasons that I send her to daycare is to foster social skills and now she is an only child left at home with two exhausted parents...this cannot be healthy. 

Worried about husband - has taken the lead in care-taking for months and continues to help out (when he is not working from home) and I can just tell that he is mentally, physically, and emotionally drained. 

Feel like this whole situation is magnifying my weaknesses and that I am not good at anything. I need to feel like I am useful and I know that being a good mom and making my daughter happy is my most important job right now but I am just not good at it and am honestly so tired that I can barely function. I feel like I would feel a little better if I was able to engage in something that helps other people...